Leave me alone, Go Away

I don’t want to think, I don’t want to remember.. When the memories hit, I can’t breathe.

I want to wipe you out of my memory, I want no knowledge of your existence. I want to release this pain of rejection and broken promises.

Anxiety strikes high at the thought of no you in my life. Better to have not loved, better to have not let you in.
Distraction is not working.. your face, your voice etched into my mind with lasers. I don’t want to miss you. I don’t want to love you.

Leave me alone. Go away!!!