Physical Heartbreak

I tell my brain it’s over.. my racing mind is trying to destroy me.

He made his decision, it’s over.. my heart is about to explode.

There is nothing I can do, it’s out of my hands.. my chest tightens hard.

I love him but I can’t be with him.. my gut is feeling bruised.

We won’t be going anywhere together.. my legs start to wobble.

He won’t be touching me anymore.. my arms are getting numb.

I can’t see him again.. my head is pounding.

I will never hear him say I love you brother.. my whole body starts to shake.

He has left me forever.. I start to lose control of my senses.

I miss him, I love him, I need him.. I can hardly breathe.

This heartache is physical.. everything becomes dark.